Saturday, August 2, 2014

End of Summer Holiday


It's been an exhilarating sixty-four days
For once I recalled, it was alright for seconds
Tears shed, left people around me felt torn to see their dark hours
As I felt that these shall not be my darkest part of my lifetime.


Friday, August 1, 2014

Distant Hope

I swear I was a hopeless kid
Without wings and any light to lit
It was dark, gloomy night sky
As I feel my memories be scratchy
But the question remains
Would I be malice of sins,
I saw that all of hope emerge
But then from the dream I submerge
And my life hang to a rope
To believe that distant hope

- Tjiu Yandri

Monday, July 7, 2014

INTJ

It's July, yes. So what?
Oh, yes. Suppose Yvette could be happy as Costa Rica lost to Netherlands. Yes.
And some bad runs in my days.

Duh, stressing days.
It was... extreme and deadly, some sly tricks and full of treachery.
Just, unacceptable to me, somehow.

Whatsoever, I wonder if I'm basically changed, by personality due to events that passed me. So, basically.. I took various personality tests. I mean it, numbers of them. I was curious, dying to know whether I am changed or not by basic personality. So, I took some tests in the internet, not knowing their perfection nor their valid proportional. Funny thing is, I'm not a different man by Jung's basic theories and Myers-Briggs tests. Wait, what?


Monday, June 30, 2014

June of 2014: A Month of Changes

"Juni, sebuah bulan dimana dihabiskan berbagai jiwa untuk berlibur, bukanlah bulan yang sama bagi saya.
Tidak lagi sebagai penulis yang setiap hari menulis, tidak lagi sebagai aristokrat yang hidup tanpa bahaya;
Tidak lagi menatapi monitor diam, tidak lagi tidur tanpa rasa dingin menggigil;
Waktu berlalu begitu cepat, sangatlah cepat anda tak sadar untuk dipanggil,
Begitu relatifnya, begitu mengejutkan ketika sudah waktunya untuk metamorfosis.
Hingga saatnya diriku nantinya menjadi dewasa, jadilah diriku terbiasa menangis..

Meratapi sebuah kisah kecil, sebuah jalur hidup yang begitu pedih;
Dimana di saat engkau berkesulitan, maka dibiarkanlah sendiri engkau bersedih"

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

(not) Gifted

To some, they said I was a useless human,
To some others, they said I was a natural failure,
To some others, they said I was a gift, the last one,
To some others, I was recognized as incapable, lonely person